Building your personality in a third word country ,, is like building on water .. when ever u get to do something it gets to it slips away ... i;ve never choosed an exact subject to write about ,, i;m just running on my flow,, on my inistinct ,, allowing my mind ,, and my subconcious mind to share and handle the work and provide me with what i need to know ,, what ever. getting up in the morning and having things in mind to be done ,, and trying to live a new style which u ve just figured out in the near yesterday isnt an easy thing. capitalization needs time , so do the change ,, being surrounded by faulty negative images could be a two edged weapon wither it destroys u or it would help u grately ,, to absorb all the negativity ,, and turn it into an inspiring beautiful peace of art. its a matter of principle , desire , determination and self devotion. and as i usual i got of my bed blaming my self for missing the Dawn prayer , forcing my self to act " positively" according to the new self develoment principles im living with these days. any how i was 1 and 30 mints late from my work ,prepared and hastened to get out as soon as i could,, took my car planning to hit the road ,, and suddenly ,, right out of nowhere ,, a heavy hand was knocking on my door. took a glance ,, it was my neighour asking me to drop him on the way ,,, of course i had to change directions , since he was comming ,,, its a long stroy ending by nothing. this was a trial . just a trial to test my writing abilities and get to know how am i doing with writing . its not that bad . thanks
