Torned between my past and obsessions and my great need to achieve what i wanted to. Each day that passes is like a fucking new unwanted experience. I tried it all. Too steps forward.. Five steps back wards.. . If i can jusy know whats the problem . I would know the therapy. This viciois cercile is leading to know avail. God help
INSPIRATION
Jun 21, 2013
Apr 27, 2013
Tellhow much crazy u are?
are you Crazy ? no offence but it was a simple question .. @re u crazy ? have u ever got out frame ? Have u ever got the guts do something ubnormal? whats the point of living if u dont make such crazy things... life is counted by the beautiful moments .. the crazy breath. have u ever survived a breathtaking or a fearfull experience ... try remembering it again ... can u touch the joy and that beautiful smile brought to u by the souvenirs. thats. go on ur flow .. play ur daring games ... prepare ur monthly crazy list .. Cause seriousness is always rigid Craaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaazy and Proud :p
Feb 25, 2013
A life lived lessons " january and february report"
as life goes on ,,, u
some times get out of track ,, not being able to achieve what u wanted to ,,
being out of path results with a great lame from you conscious , in the world
of today , things go fast , very fast indeed , rolling and trolling around , as
wee get to sense nothing but getting older and aging. lets be frank its a a
very negative image the one that is overwhelming our world of today. starting
from us going to your surroundings
passing by the mass media and ending by your home and family , successful
people never did consider it an easy path to which they can follow. lets face
it ,, we were meant to shine ,, life has many broader meanings rather than the
those which we do see every day ,, some say its a path way , others say its and ending line that ends by
our end. what ever it is its one life that should be left with our emotions
more than with our other things. it should be lived by the heart not by minds
nor any other things. its a different life i am telling you , the one that i
did experience in the last two month , i was actually in and out of track
several times , i learned to crack
people ,, get into their hearts directly and there heads as well , i learned
how to talk in their areas of interests to take their attention ,, i learned
how to stand beside them to make them feel our existence and support, i learned
to share their worries with them and give them a reason for living , i learned
to have curiosity on them , i learned to change people moods ,,, i learned to
make them smile :) and enjoy watching that smile :) .. i learned to make them
feel satisfied ,, i learned to motivate them and direct them positively towards
the right choices ... i tasted the bounty of giving and making people get happy
,, distribution of happiness was always the best .. i learned to live crazy ,,
act crazy ,, and think crazy ,, and go even beyond craziness in all shapes of
living .. i learned to control my mind , to stop negative thoughts ,, to
visualize me being great , to live great and to die even greater ,,, i back
down ,,, i fall too many times, and each time my determination increased more
and more, i learned to fight every simple negative thought in my mind , i
learned to become happy when i want to .. i learned to leave a lasting
impression whenever wherever on whomever i want . i learned to confront
problems and take them like a man , and not to search somebody to put the blame
on him , i learned that i can achieve what i want ,, and that i can live for
what i want . i battled my self recklessness , my negative habits ,i won several
battles and my bad side won others as well..i learned to look at the good side
of every simple thing, to overcome any
pressure what ever it was , i decided to not to get angry at all and i did it
and laughed at angry people as well ,, i experienced being spontaneous at every
thing and i was amazed to reach my another different characters inside me ,, i
was able to discover my different personality aspects through concentration ,
goal setting , and positive affirmations . i was deduced too many times , some
times i didnt understand what to do ,, other i was like a thundering light ,,
jumping here and there distributing my share of emotions and craziness among
most people . i took some good decisions ,, others were awkward , from which i
learned other things too . i gained real worthy
brothers and friendz , the kind of brothers that i would trust them for
my life ,i shared with them , i laughed with them , and i learned from them too
. i learned to smile ,, and to keep my smile no matter what :) .. i learned
that my mood is mine ,, and my life is mine , and my day is mine , and i ended
up by deciding to be happy and nothing no matter what shall ruin that .. i
learned to be a pure source of positivity and to produce nothing but extreme
positivity. i learned to concentrate and to think practical and to get things
done. i learned to depend on ALLAH ON EVERY THING cause he is the only worthy
of depending on , i learned to raise my ambitions very high and to put no
borders to my dreams , because ALLAH can grant you all what u want, i learned a
very simple equation for living , think high ,, and ask ALLAH for it and get it
done. i learned that once ur heart ever tastes the love of ALLAH it will never
feel the same anywhere else. i learned to read people expressions and think
what they are thinking and even guess some of their thoughts. i learned to look
at things from their point of view and to border my point of view for things. i
learned to come my self busy with my life and with my goals and to leave people
in comfort. i learned to be innovative in my craziness and to just go waaay beyond reason ,, i
learned to by a dog from ALLADIN ,, and to go
ki5 ki5 with my lovely Marwa ,
and to rip it and dance crazy with misbah, and to chase girlz with ali and to
get up for the praying with hamid and to laugh moh gom3a and to drop an every
day Hi to Siham and to listen to her lovely complaints all day long
. i enjoyed each part of thing , and still pushing it all forward. Trends shall differ ,,, but they all do lead to ROME
, , , SO IT IS FOR U , WAYS DIFFER BUT ONLY UR BURNING DESIRE SHALL bring U TO THE LONG AWAITED DESIRES. It shall remain
a bright beautiful image drawn by our efforts and ultimate exhaustion just to
retain all our desires and get them in utmost reality
Iam a man of honour . I just refuse to be like the others. I was made to be
high. I shall achieve what I was made for. I will live one life. I will make it
worth of living. I shall do that, or I shall die tying. Its not me being
arrogant. No its me being kind, crazy , powerful and dominant. Its me getting
into ur hearts , its me
getting ur love , its me
getting over ur windows and jumping
over ur fences. Its me going
through the severest and toughest experiences just to prove to my self that I
can do what I want, and that i
shall take it way too far. . I live for my goals , and
I can see nothing but them. Can u see me climbing that ladder? Do u see
my steps? Can u see the sign on which is written success? Well that ladder is
my determination. And those steps are my
self discipline and commitment to my goals. And that door is waiting me to come
and conquer it.
That is me daring to be great..
I will show u how great I am
Feb 1, 2013
تناقض الحياة
رأس ممتلىء درجة الثمالى ... لايسعني اليوم الكتابة بالإنجليزية ... وكلي دراية بأن لساني لن يتمكن من التعبير
بما يجول في خاطري بلغة العجم. أكتب بالعربية .. علها تعبر عن ما يدور في أعماقي كناتج لما يدور من حولي.
إنه عالم غريب . يدور كله في آن واحد . تتغير المعالم وتتغير الطرق والتضاريس .لتضفي إلي نرجسية وشخصية جديدة تزيد من ثقتي في نفسي وفي ربي. تبدأ القصة بأنني قد أبيت إلا أن أكون إيجابيا. رفضت مكنونات الحياة القديمة وعاداتها السلبية. هربت من السلبية والتقاليد الغاشمة والعقول المظلمة إلى حياة جديدة أفسر فيها كل شيء بطريقة مختلفة وبنظرة ثاقبة . أخرج منها
Jan 27, 2013
Jan 21, 2013
first serious attempt
Building your personality in a third word country ,, is like building on water .. when ever u get to do something it gets to it slips away ... i;ve never choosed an exact subject to write about ,, i;m just running on my flow,, on my inistinct ,, allowing my mind ,, and my subconcious mind to share and handle the work and provide me with what i need to know ,, what ever. getting up in the morning and having things in mind to be done ,, and trying to live a new style which u ve just figured out in the near yesterday isnt an easy thing. capitalization needs time , so do the change ,, being surrounded by faulty negative images could be a two edged weapon wither it destroys u or it would help u grately ,, to absorb all the negativity ,, and turn it into an inspiring beautiful peace of art. its a matter of principle , desire , determination and self devotion. and as i usual i got of my bed blaming my self for missing the Dawn prayer , forcing my self to act " positively" according to the new self develoment principles im living with these days. any how i was 1 and 30 mints late from my work ,prepared and hastened to get out as soon as i could,, took my car planning to hit the road ,, and suddenly ,, right out of nowhere ,, a heavy hand was knocking on my door. took a glance ,, it was my neighour asking me to drop him on the way ,,, of course i had to change directions , since he was comming ,,, its a long stroy ending by nothing. this was a trial . just a trial to test my writing abilities and get to know how am i doing with writing . its not that bad . thanks
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